Well Hello Good Friends....

I have not taken the time to write in this in a long time...

Mainly because time has not been on my side...

Finals where quite stressful... well not quite ... lets try majorly stressful...

this is the first time that i basically went radio silent for about 3 weeks an occasional text but no calls in or out... 

Towards the end of the finals i was going on about a weeks worth of not sleeping...

This caused me to not be fully aware of what i was doing and slice into my finger with a box-cutter... it was nothing major but still it hurt like hell...

I do have to say I did have a breakdown which had to do mostly with the not sleeping part and the amount of work that had to be done but also because I saw how a friendship could switch in an instant... A few things stood out about that..  

I have become aware of a few things...

Let us start with the negative...

1 - I am a terrible writer... Writing Papers are terrible for me.. 

2 - I have been pushing people that i like away... not on purpose of course... Those connections are not there anymore...

3 - The lack of sleep is taking a toll on my health which with the sleep sucks anyways...

4 - I noticed a few things at the family reunion and at the christmas family get togethers i did not like... but that is a whole new post....

5 - my car wobbles

- And let us end with the possitive! -

1 - I think I am going somewhere in life

2 - I am happy with what i am working towards

3 - I love working with graphics

4 - I have a plan.

5 - I got a 95% on a paper!

6 - I think i am getting over somepeoples

7 - My dad seems happy... which makes me happy...